being the best version of myself is not just about achieving 'external' success. it’s about embracing self-love, confidence and resilience even when things or situations get tough for me. i want to take on challenges with courage, trust my journey and be extra kinder to myself along the way.

self-discovery is another major change i want to focus on this year. i want to understand myself more deeply and take the time to reflect on the things that bring me joy and fulfillment. i know that, in the hustle and bustle of life, we often lose touch with the things that make us feel alive. but this year, i’m carving out space to reconnect with myself. maybe through journaling? quiet reflection? new experiences?

achievements are another key focus for me in 2025. while i’ve accomplished a lot in the past (getting excellent grades, graduated and successfully became a teacher), i know there’s so much more i’m capable of. whether it's advancing in my career or gaining new experiences, this year is all about pushing the envelope and striving for even more!

to conclude, 2025 is going to be a year of transformation for myself. a year where i focus on becoming the best version of myself, dive deeper into self-discovery and make tangible progress toward my goals. i know it won’t be easy, but i’m ready to put in the work and embrace every challenge as an opportunity to grow, to shine, to bloom!⋆˚✿˖°

hello and assalamualaikum earthlings, i hope that anyone reading this post is having a good day! did you catch the title of this post? YES, i'm about to share my hopes and thoughts for 2025 ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

as the new year begins, i find myself filled with a renewed sense of purpose and excitement for what lies ahead, even though, at the same time, i'm somehow still anxious thinking about it. however, i believe that 2025 will be a year of profound self-discovery, personal growth and hard-earned achievements for me. insyaAllah.

this year, i also want to focus on feeling my best, both physically and mentally. i’m setting the intention to take better care of myself, not just for my health but for my confidence as well. i want to invest in self-care, whether that means upgrading my skincare routine, exploring new ways to stay fit or buying more cute clothes. i’m looking forward to nurturing my inner beauty and letting it shine outward. to put it simply, i want to be beautiful, inside and out.

i want to embrace the unknown parts of myself, to explore what excites me and challenges me. whether it’s through travel abroad, reading more good books or diving into new hobbies. i'm ready to push myself outside my comfort zone and learn properly from every experience. and by doing so, i hope to uncover strengths and passions i never even knew existed within myself.

one of my biggest goals is to also work hard toward earning my master’s degree while continuing my role as a teacher. yes, it’s going to be a huge challenge, balancing the demands of both my studies and my job, but i’m ready for it, insyaAllah. i’ve always believed that learning is a lifelong journey and this master’s degree will help me grow not just academically, but professionally and personally as well.

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I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.

I have never really been that good at introducing or talking about myself, but here it goes anyway. My full name is Nur Azzathul Aisya. My friends and family call me by the name Aisya but, I personally prefer Caca. A short, simple and sweet nickname. I am still in my 20s, my mom gave birth to me on June 14th. I was born in land below the wind, Sabah. My personality is typically described by people around me as soft and warm, almost like mashed potatoes. Another thing about me is that I love being surrounded by peaceful and calming vibes—like sitting in the silence of my own room and listening to pop-punk music. Honestly, it helps me escape my never-ending loneliness. I also have a strong fondness for anime, books, flowers, music and cats!


More About Me
♥ My height is only 151cm. My weight is always changing and I am currently around 47kg.
♥ I have chubby cheeks. People love to compliment my cheeks but they are one of my biggest insecurities.
♥ I graduated from one of Malaysia's top 3 universities, majoring in Bachelor of Education (TESOL) (Universiti Sains Malaysia).
♥ Some of my hobbies are singing, playing musical instruments (ukulele and keyboard), watching anime and playing games!
♥ I am addicted to teh o ais limau and japanese matcha.
♥ My favorite colours are pink, pearl white and soft yellow.
♥ I read manga/manhwa/manhua a lot.
♥ My love language is physical touch and quality time.

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