there was a time when watching anime and reading manga were everything to me. the late nights spent binge-watching/reading my favourite series, the thrill of waiting for the next episode or chapter to drop and the endless conversations with friends about plot twists and character arcs. it was a huge part of my life. but recently, i’ve noticed that the excitement isn't there anymore. the urge to dive into a new series, to immerse myself in a fictional world, just isn't what it used to be. and you know what? that's okay. in fact, i think it's something worth talking about.
i’ve come to realise that the loss of interest in something isn’t a failure. but, it’s a sign of growth.
life is constantly changing, and so are we. as we evolve, our tastes, priorities and perspectives shift. the things that once excited us may not have the same spark anymore and that’s perfectly normal. i used to think that outgrowing something meant i had lost a piece of myself, like i was betraying who i used to be. but the truth is, it’s just part of the natural "progression" of life. don't you think so?
outgrowing things isn’t just about loss. it’s also about making room for new experiences. i’ve learned that there’s a beauty in letting go of what no longer serves me and embracing what feels right in the moment. change, even in the form of shifting interests, is part of what keeps life interesting.
if i never let go of anime or my other past hobbies, i would be stuck in a cycle, unable to fully experience what the present has to offer. it’s also a reminder that nothing in life is permanent. this applies to everything. our interests, our relationships, our goals, etc. what we enjoy today might not be what we enjoy tomorrow and again, that’s okay. the key is being open to the flow of life, to the changes that come with growing older and wiser.
it’s all part of growing up
i think this is an important message to share, especially in a world where we’re constantly trying to hold on to the past. whether it’s our favourite childhood shows, old friendships, or once-loved hobbies. growing up means evolving and it’s completely natural to leave some things behind as you move forward. so, if you’re someone who feels like they’ve lost interest in something you once loved, take a deep breath and don’t beat yourself up about it. you’re not losing who you are! you’re simply becoming who you’re meant to be next.
p/s: who knows? maybe someday i’ll come back to anime. or maybe i won’t. either way, i’m okay with that. because, at the end of the day, i’m not defined by my interests or my past. i’m defined by how i grow, how i adapt and how i embrace the new things that come into my life.
and that's something worth celebrating ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹
